AHHH I LOVE ECLIPSE!! and Bella had better pick Edward! I love him sooo much. gah. he's ten times better than Jacob, like Jacob is cool but....I DON'T CARE! He's just not as cool as Edward. and you can just tell she doesn't feel as strongly for him as she does for Edward. Idunno. Stephanie explained it perfectly with the Romeo and Juliet story. Saying what if Romeo had left Juliet. She would be exceedingly unhappy for a long long time..but then what? She could either keep on being unhappy..or..what about Paris? hadn't he shown his love for her as well? yet she chose Romeo..but what if there was more to Paris? and I'm sure Romeo would want Juliet to be happy, or use whatever ounce of happiness she has left in her and fulfill it. Of course, she could never love Paris the way she loved Romeo, never! but it would be good enough to be happy.
As sad as it sounds, it was a very..real understanding. This happens to many people in life i'm sure. We do not fall in love just once normally, we find different loves in life, and it's amazing.
but anyways...whomever hasn't read the Twlight series probably won't understand anything about what i'm saying! but you should because they're amazing..cept expensive. Borrow them from someone!

andd...I am in love with the song Arabesque No. 1 by Claude Debussy with Flute. It's sooo pretty >.< I'm going to get my band teacher to get it for me..hopefully it's not too expensive but I really don't care. I love it. and the Camelot music is boring...so I want something to counter it when I go home so I have something beautiful such as this to play!
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